Heart and eyes

Once again it happened.
I am so reserved. I wish I could whisper to someone what is in my heart.
I put my thoughts in God and in my job to forget what I am feeling.
I can hear my heart... how it hurts!
I have to avoid being such a fool.
I write and I wanna cry.
Closing my eyes doesn't make things disappeared but for a second it helps.
Tears in my eyes.
There is the proverb: "O que os olhos não vê, o coração não sente."
It depends...